Since November I have started studying the Book of Changes, also known
as the I Ching. I have read a lot of articles and watched a lot of YouTube
videos that discuss it. What is it all about? The I Ching or Yi Jing,
usually translated as the book of changes or the classic of changes, is an
ancient Chinese divination text. And in our world today, many people use it to
predict what to expect in their various undertakings or enterprises. Some even
use it confusedly to read the future, which leads them to astrology and many
forms of spiritual activity and New Age religions. Yes, it is true that
physical hunger is a very real fact of life, especially in poor countries, but
spiritual hunger is just as real. As a result of my study, I will say that
there are millions of people who are spiritually malnourished. Many of the
symptoms of spiritual hunger can be seen here in Europe and around the world.
Today we see spiritually hungry people looking for food of their soul outside
the church. They are looking for solutions to their problems in astrology and
geomancy. This leads them to believe that the position of the stars has
something to do with their daily life. And so, the media, in many newspapers,
feed them with a daily horoscope. This is an indication that people are looking
for something transcendent; they are looking for guidance from a force that
goes beyond themself. That is why many Europeans and Americans practice transcendental
meditation through exotic yoga or other unknown practices. This indicates our
human need for interacting with God. We need a rich and solid spiritual food
that comes from our God. And the Church comes to us and points where this
spiritual food is found.
That is why today’s gospel tells us that more than 5,000 people have
been fed to their fullest satisfaction: “They all ate as much as they wanted.”
That sounds too good to be true, doesn’t it? But it is Jesus Himself who opens
his hand wide. And so, like the psalmist, I will say: “You open wide your hand
and satisfy the desire of every living thing.” (Psalm 145: 16). This is why I
ask myself: why are we still going somewhere else for spiritual nourishment?
Meanwhile, we meet someone who has the power to give us food, anything we want.
And no money needed. As the Lord invites us in the first reading: “Come,
without paying and without cost, drink wine and milk!” (Isaiah 55). Hence, each
soul that loves wholeheartedly is fed with God’s own flesh and blood in the
form of bread and wine on this holy table. So, it is left to us to believe and
trust that our Lord Jesus Christ is absolute that we can rely on
unconditionally. If God cannot feed us to our satisfaction, it will most likely
depend on us. We are reminded today that as Christians we do the best if we
live out of our lives in fullness in Christ and not for our egos and wants. We
must, therefore, learn to surrender ourselves to Christ even when darkness
seems to override our dreams of doing God’s will. God is always there for us no
matter what happens, no matter what our life situations are. The reality is
that when we are in pain, grief, distress, and feel abandoned, we recognize our
need for God more clearly. These are the moments when the grace of God can work
through us to help other people and to satisfy the hunger of the heart and
mind. They may not be spectacular miracles, but these are the things we can do
to give meaning to our lives. Even then, Jesus, who is God, took the time to go
alone to an abandoned place. He knew that he had to get rid of all the insults,
false accusations, imagination, and fear. Before we taste the fullness that God
gave us through Christ, we are invited to go to our abandoned place. We are
invited to come to a place of hunger. We are called at a time of separation so
that we can focus on who and what we have. And so, we ask ourselves: What are
my needs, my hunger?
God wants us to eat to our satisfaction,
then He can send us to feed others. Because a hungry person cannot feed another
hungry person, just as a blind person cannot lead another. So, we must take and
eat the food that God gives us every day. And after that, we can go out and
take care of the hungry crowd. Let us, therefore, let Jesus fill us with his
eternal food. Let us allow Him to fill us with love and kindness. Let us give
him the chance to feed everything we need.
By Fr. Ouwakpare Victorin Oussoi, SVD.
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