A few days ago, Fr. Josef shared a reflection about how an introvert can easily become an egoistic person. When we have so much desire or
need for something in our heart, we will focus on it and put others aside. So do
I. I have a lot of things to do and I think we all experience the same
thing. I mostly grumble in my heart if
there are situations or people who disturb my plan or my work. I start blaming
them. I know, I shouldn't do that because it is wrong. I've tried quite hard, but again I still do it.
In the last few months, I have met and interacted with
some people regularly. It is supposed to be a good interaction because they are friendly and good people. Sometimes, there is a moment that I think
they are annoying, but I know it is not true, it's only in my mind. If I try to
find a reason why I think like that, it is because I have my own way to do
something which is totally different from these people.
Rome 8:7 reminds me of this mind of flesh.
Being egoistic is a flesh desire. We should oppose and deny it. Having
this desire makes us far away from the presence of God. It is a hard
thing to deal with, but it is possible with God. Let us pray so that the Holy Spirit give us a generous heart. So we can overcome our desires and let the Holy
Spirit live and reign in our hearts.
By Yulius Telaumbanua, Indonesia.
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