Such is the confidence that we have through Christ toward God. Not that we are competent of ourselves to claim anything as coming from us; our competence is from God, who has made us competent to be ministers of a new covenant, not of letter but of spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life. - 2 Corinthians 3:4-6
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Reflecting on 2 Corinthians 3:1-9, focus verses 4-6 and St Paul's declaration that our confidence is from God through Christ. Here was an apostle who had every right to boast of his lineage and academic achievements. In his own words, a true blue Pharisee who had upheld the strict observances of Judaism and was schooled under one of the best Rabbi in his time (pre-encounter with Christ). A zealous Jew who vowed to wipe out the fledgling Christian believers and was a witness to the stoning of Christianity's first martyr, St Stephen. Yet after his life-changing encounter with the Risen LORD on the road to Damascus, St Paul was convicted of the shallowness of his own past achievements: For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ (Philippians 3:8).
Reflecting on St Paul's writing and my own experiences, I've also come to realize that in my pre-conversion self, I too had harboured pride in my own Scripture knowledge. I often relied on my own strength and limited human reasoning to pursue my own prideful spiritual path that actually led to spiritual death (and spiritual deafness to the still small voice of the Holy Spirit). It was only after hitting rock bottom in my struggles with mental health issues and spiritual desolation, where it was difficult even to pray, that I finally understood the importance of surrendering to the perfect will of the Father.
This painful process of the Divine Sculptor relentless hammering at the parts of my prideful character that least resembled Christ, so that I may reflect more of His Son's image to the people He has allowed into my life, went on for at least 2 decades since I first came to Christ as a child of God. This continued until one day, someone sent me a link ( The Surrender Novena: Let Jesus Take Care of Everything - Catholic Exchange) about the life of St Don Dolindo, a contemporary of St Padre Pio, and was given the beautiful gift of the Surrender Novena. This humble prayer which reminds me of blind Bartimaeus' bold cries to Jesus along the road to Jericho: "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of David, have mercy on me, a sinner". The Prayer of Surrender goes something like this: "Oh Jesus, I surrender myself to You. Take care of everything". Echoing what Jesus had prayed as He sweated Blood in Gethsemane: "Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me; yet, not my will but yours be done."
I will close my short sharing with the words of this hymn "In Christ Alone"
In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My comforter, my all in all
Here in the love of Christ I stand
Verse 2
In Christ alone, Who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
Till on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For ev'ry sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live
Verse 3
There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Verse 4
Bought with the precious blood of Christ
No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the pow'r of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No pow'r of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the pow'r of Christ I'll stand
Ending
No pow'r of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the pow'r of Christ I'll stand
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Reflection on 2 Corinthians 3:1-9 by Chris Tan