So they are without excuse; for though they knew God, they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but they became futile in their thinking, and their senseless minds were darkened - Romans 1:20-21
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Reflecting
on my own Christian journey, and the verses from Romans 1:20-21 So they are
without excuse; for though they knew
God, they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but they became
futile in their thinking, and their senseless minds were darkened, and verses
24-25: Therefore God gave them up in the lusts of their hearts to impurity, to
the degrading of their bodies among themselves,
because they exchanged the truth about God for a lie and worshiped and
served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever.
I
too was once trapped in the bondage of a dark & hidden sin that ultimately
destroyed my marriage. It gave me a depraved mind and an unrepentant heart that
refused to submit to God's Will, even though I thought I was faithfully serving
in church and even able to quote Bible verses. Out of sinful human pride, I had
continued to indulge in that shameful habit.
God
the Father in His infinite mercy, saw through the wretched state of my sinful
heart, did not give up on me. But He sent to my aid, counsellors, therapists,
and godly friends who were able to help me to uncover the root cause of these
deeply rooted dark habits. Slowly but surely with His refining fire, helped to
burn away the dross of impure thoughts, words and actions. Just like the Divine
Potter who breaks His clay repeatedly, until it is molded into His desired
useful shape.
As
St Paul wrote in Romans 8:28: We know
that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called
according to his purpose. Or as the prophet Jeremiah reminded all of us in
Jeremiah 29:11: For surely I know the
plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare and not for harm,
to give you a future with hope.
God
the Father had allowed the fiery trials of a physical, mental and emotional
breakdown to shape my body, soul and spirit, more into the likeness of His one
and only Begotten Son, our LORD Jesus Christ.
This
is my prayer, that all of us at the end of running this race called life, may
stare with unveiled faces at the fullness of God's glory in His Heavenly Court,
and echo what St Paul wrote in 2 Timothy 4:7-8 : I have fought the good fight,
I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. From now on there is reserved
for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will
give me on that day, and not only to me but also to all who have longed for his
appearing.
I'll
close my short sharing with this song of thanksgiving which always brings a
tear to my eyes whenever I hear or sing it in church: "Thank You Lord (For the Trials That
Come My Way)."
Thank
You Lord (For the Trials That Come My Way)
Verse 1
Thank You Lord
for the trials that come my way.
In
that way I can grow each day
as
I let You lead,
And
I thank You, Lord,
for
the patience those trials bring.
In
that process of growing,
I
can learn to care.
Chorus
But
it goes against the way I am
To
put my human nature down
and
let the Spirit take control of all I do.
'Cause
when those trials come,
My
human nature shouts the thing to do;
And
God's soft prompting
Can
be easily ignored.
Verse
2
I
thank you, Lord,
with
each trial I feel inside,
that
You're there to help,
lead
and guide me away from wrong.
'Cause
You promised, Lord,
That
with every testing,
That
Your way of escaping is easier to bear.
(Repeat
Chorus)
I
thank You, Lord,
For
the victory that growing brings.
In
surrender of everything
Life
is so worthwhile.
And
I thank You, Lord,
that
when everything's put in place,
Out
in front I can see Your face,
And it's there You belong